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The
Gospel Of Judas, Barbelo & Long-Kept
Secrets
By Mary Sparrowdancer Copyright 2006 -
All Rights Reserved
The truth usually surfaces sooner or later
regardless of how carefully concealed it is.
One of the most stunning truths imaginable has
been hidden so well for the last 2000 years
that we have not caught a glimpse of its light
until the recently surfaced Gospel of Judas.
This gospel suggests, among other things, that
all generations of people have sat in judgment
of Judas based simply on information given to
the masses by the most powerful church on
earth. In reading this newly surfaced
Gospel, and then reading Bishop Irenaeus'
scathing rejection of it in 180 A.D., as well
as his scathing rejection of all gnostic
teachings (personal knowing of the divine),
one wonders if this is the tip of the most
unfathomable iceberg that ever was. What
else has been kept hidden from us by those in
control of church and state? Were we
told the truth about the identity of Jesus -
or was his identity reinvented? If his
identity was reinvented, then it appears that
humanity's spiritual identity was reinvented
as well.
The
primary shock and awe caused by the Gospel of
Judas has been in the Gospel's suggestion that
Jesus asked Judas to betray him. It
appears, however, that this Gospel contains
hints of something else far more profound - so
profound, in fact, that the implications are
staggering, but they seem to have escaped
notice thus far. It hints of something
extraordinary that has been hidden for
thousands of years, although in existence
since the beginning.
In
the "forbidden" gnostic gospels that
have begun to emerge from antiquity, we find
we have actually been divinely invited to seek
the truth and ask questions, because the truth
is never marred or harmed by questions.
Asking questions only serves to make the truth
shine brighter. One might wonder into
which direction we should begin a search for
the truth at this hour when the truth about
anything is very hard to come by.
According to the gnostic gospels, the answer
from above seems to have been, "go
within," because there is something
within that awaits discovery.
In
the gnostic scriptures, we learn that blind
faith has never been demanded of us.
Instead, the one we now refer to as
"Jesus" (the J is relatively new -
it is Iesous in transliterated Greek) urged
people to go within and seek the truth and not
stop seeking until they found the truth.
Only a portion of this appears in the New
Testament, but a more complete version can be
read in the gnostic Gospel of Thomas. It
includes a curious caveat of wisdom after the
invitation to come seek and find all that
awaits us. The caveat warns that when we
discover the truth, we will at first be
disturbed as well as astonished.
In
the end, however, it is the truth that will
set us free.
In
looking at the Gospel of Judas (Ioudas) there
are two words that are the keys to unlocking
an extraordinary mystery. The first key
word is, "Barbelo," the word by
which Judas identifies Jesus. "I
know who you are and where you have come
from," Judas says. "You are
from the immortal realm of Barbelo."
According
to the scholars and editors who worked on the
National Geographic translation of the Gospel
of Judas, the word Barbelo "apparently
comes from Hebrew," and perhaps means
God. Others state it remains
unexplained, and some suggest it refers to a
divine "emanation." (1)
The
second key word in the Gospel of Judas is,
"betrayal," the word by which we now
identify Judas. In looking closely at
this word, one finds that its meaning has
changed over the centuries - something that is
very common. Many other words have
changed in meaning as centuries separate us
from the original writings.
"Lucifer,"
for instance, a Latin word that means
"light bringer," has now become
equated with "satan" or the devil,
despite the fact that Lucifer actually appears
in the Latin Vulgate as a reference to Jesus.
Most people in the
US
no longer read or speak Latin, and therefore
they are unaware of this. (2)
The
meaning of "satan" has also changed.
Satan, comes from Aramaic and simply means
adversary or opponent. In Mark 8:33,
Jesus refers to Peter as "satan."
However, most people in the
US
do not speak Greek, Hebrew or Aramaic, and so
they do not understand the meaning of this
word, either. For them, "satan"
has now come to be associated with "the
devil," personified these days as
Lucifer, no less.
"Betrayal,"
has come to be associated with Judas Iscariot,
who - as the spin keeps spinning - has in turn
come to be known as the most despicable of all
villains. The end result is that
currently, no one in their right mind would
want to be associated with Lucifer, Judas,
satan or a betrayer. It appears that at
least a portion of the truth has been hidden
in plain view for almost 2000 years.
During those same years, it became clear to
those in power that the masses could be easily
swayed by what they were told, and most would
not check the facts for themselves because
most could not read.
Reading
materials were also easily controlled.
It was easy to fill people with fear and
misunderstanding of words that were once
written, once known and once understood.
From generation to generation, the legacy of
fear has been handed down our tradition.
Betray
comes from the Latin word, "tradere."
Tradere means to reveal, declare and make
known what is seen, including divine
revelations. Hardly an evil word,
tradere is also the root of the word
"tradition." An archaic, Old
English word "bewray," appears in
Isaiah in the King James Version (KJV) of the
bible, and is translated as "to
uncover." "Bewrayeth" is
found three times in KJV, twice in Proverbs
where it is translated as "to
proclaim," and "make known,"
and in Matthew 26:73, it is translated as
"to make manifest, evident."
(3)
Only
when one understands what the word
"betray" once meant can one
understand the simple truth about Judas.
When Judas realized the identity and origin of
Jesus - Barbelo - Jesus then asked him to
reveal it and make it known to others.
Judas did as he was asked. But, if one
is to understand what Judas was asked to
reveal - a truth that would indeed leave most
disturbed as well as astonished - it becomes
imperative to find a more definite, plausible
meaning for Barbelo.
When
I first saw that word, Barbelo, my own
impression was that it was not derived from a
Hebrew word at all, but that it was possibly
coming from an Aramaic phrase, or possibly
even referencing a more ancient, Akkadian
word. Anyone who has heard of a
"bar mitzvah" might realize that
"bar," in Aramaic, means son, and in
particular, "son of" the word that
follows. If Bar means, "Son
of," and if, as the scholars say, Barbelo
seems to indicate the word "God,"
the logical procession might be to find a time
and language when "God" was once
known by a word sounding like
"Belo."
One
can find some names of gods in the bible, but
in order to see what is actually written
rather than what has been translated into
English, one has to look at the Hebrew.
Starting with the first line of Genesis, one
can immediately see that in Hebrew,
"God" is another of those words that
has also changed in meaning over the ages.
In English, the bible speaks only of one God,
but in Hebrew, in over 2600 instances, the
word is plural: "gods," or elohim
starting with the first line of Genesis.
Since the beginning, the word has been
"Gods."
Some
of the gods have been identified by name -
such as Jehovah or Yahweh - who is believed to
be the only god of the universe by
approximately half of the people on earth at
this time. Jehovah is described as a
"war god," with an impressive death
count including men, women, children, babies
and animals. Although the name of
Jehovah only makes it into the English
translation four times, in Hebrew it occurs
over 6000 times. In English we usually
see this word translated as "LORD."
(Caps theirs.) Other gods are also
named, but as stated, this is translated
repeatedly into English as "God."
This in turn gives the impression that
the entire bible was only referencing the
words of one God - Jehovah - when this is
apparently not the case.
In
some instances, different gods gave
conflicting instructions. In Genesis,
for example, there were conflicting
instructions pertaining to what mankind may
and may not eat. In Genesis 1, mankind
is told by the unnamed elohim that we may
partake of all seed-bearing fruits and
vegetation on the face of the earth.
There is no mention of anything forbidden, and
there is also no mention of Jehovah. The
unnamed gods in Genesis 1 stated we were
created in their image.
Genesis
2 tells a different story. The Jehovah
elohim tell mankind that severe penalties will
apply if certain forbidden vegetation is so
much as touched. (The list of forbidden
fruits and vegetation continues to this day.)
Unlike the unnamed elohim in Genesis 1 who
stated we are in their image, the Jehovah
elohim state instead that we are dust - and
will return to dust - an insult that until the
Gospel of Judas has been unchallenged.
Of
those gods who were identified by name in the
Old Testament, there is one who seems to be
the chief enemy of the admittedly jealous
Jehovah elohim. The name of the enemy
god is "Baal." Baal means,
"Lord," not to be confused with
"LORD," which means Jehovah.
People had been acknowledging The Lord for a
very, very long time.
Since
the earliest known writings, people
acknowledged the presence of gods. All
over the world, people have known that the
gods came from above. Some were very
kind and arrived with gifts of food and civil
teachings. According to what has been
handed down in some teachings, it appears that
at least in some cases, the gods took time to
point out the location of their lofty homes
that were visible in the night sky, and
perhaps this is why the ancients then came to
identify certain heavenly bodies with the
gods. This would at least provide an
answer as to why certain heavenly bodies, such
as Jupiter, were carefully followed and
venerated.
Baal
is referred to by name over 60 times in the
KJV, and numerous other times in spelling
variations. Baal, or the Lord, is known
in other languages as Bel, Belos, Belus, and
all of these names were references to what we
call Jupiter. Jupiter is also known in
Greek as Zeus, and it has been observed that
the etymology of Jupiter appears to be two
words, Zeus Pater, meaning God the Father.
Baal is also associated with Dagon, a fish god
associated with water and grain. The
ancient root of Baal is in the Akkadian
language, reaching back to
Babylon
and "
Babel
," the tower, is yet another word that
has lost its meaning over the centuries.
It was reduced to "babble," after it
was destroyed by Jehovah, but its meaning
prior to its destruction is from Akkadian,
"Bab-elu," which means "The
Gate of God." Jehovah destroyed the
gate and confused the speech of mankind, and
the speech continues to be confused today.
Jupiter
was called "Marduk belu."
"Belu" means "The Great
Lord." This appears to bring us
back to Barbelo, which, in following this
procession would be: Son of the Great
Lord, or, Son of Jupiter, God the Father.
Since pronunciation changes as a word is
spoken in different languages, there is also
the possibility that Barbelo might have been
reference to "Bab-elu," the Gate of
God.
A
daring few have noted that the sound of
"son" in Modern Greek is pronounced,
Yos and that when it is placed together with
Zeus, as in, YosZeus, or even ZeusYos, it
seems to have a familiar ring to it.
Still others have noted that Virgil's Aeneid,
which was written prior to Virgil's death in
19 B.C., tells of a vision in which Zeus was
said to have fathered two sons born of a
virgin. One son was named Dardanus, and
the other is referred to as "Father
Iasius" - sounding strangely similar to
Esau, who, in Genesis 25:30 is also named
"adam." (This word is
translated into English as "
Edom
" although it is spelled in Hebrew the
same way "adam" is spelled.)
It means red as well as human. According
to several translations of the Aeneid - but
curiously not all - it is said that the blood
of "Father Iasius" and his brother
represents the most ancient of the bloodlines
of Zeus. (If there were truth in this,
it might at least explain why the elusive
missing link has never been located by
scientists who insist our ancestry is apes,
rather than gods.)
We
have been told repeatedly of encounters with
someone who appears and disappears in a manner
that is difficult to describe. He
performs his trademark miracles, he heals the
sick and reminds us that we should be
performing miracles ourselves. He
appears to be fully human, and at other times
he and the others like him are glowing with an
extraordinary light. He seems to have
been known by many different names, apparently
preferring not to refer to himself by name at
all. Throughout the millennia, his
messages have been clear, simple and similar.
He has imparted teachings about civil
liberties and civility, and he seems to be
somehow connected to fish, water and grains.
In the most ancient times, a similar water
deity was referred to as "Ea/Oannes,"
because he frequently submerged in the waters.
John, (as in Baptist), is spelled Ioannes in
Greek. He repeatedly told those
listening to live just, compassionate and
forgiving lives, and he challenged laws that
he felt were unjust.
Many
believe that Gnosticism predated Christianity.
Indeed, perhaps raising the consciousness has
resulted in the divine visits of Iesous - a
Shining One. One can find ancient
written accounts about "the
Watchers," (or Shining Ones - glowing
beings of great wisdom) referred to in
Egyptian writings as netjeru. This word
is even mentioned in Jeremiah 4:16 as a
warning - the "natzorim" (plural
form of ntzr) come from a distant earth to
give voice against the cities of
Judah
. In fact, it appears that this word is
the more likely root of the word, "
Nazareth
," when one considers there was no
"town" by this name mentioned by
historians, it is not mentioned in the Old
Testament, and no one but Jesus is said to
have come from this mysterious place. It
now seems to have become his descriptive
surname.
The
great and ancient mysteries of consciousness,
however, seem to have been trampled like a
serpent and fear has reigned in their place
for thousands of years. The only
ingredient necessary to assure this ongoing
oppression of knowledge has been mandatory
ignorance. While we have obeyed, and
obeyed, the gates of wisdom and truth were
closed, and the Light that is ours by
birthright, turned off. A new time is at
hand, however. Communication and access
to knowledge have finally been restored to us
for the first time since the Gate of God was
turned to babble by Jehovah. At last, we
can finally see that we have been kept
ignorant in much the same way that Adam and
Eve discovered their nakedness.
Evidence
that divine encounters are ours by birthright
can be found in our own bodies. We have
been physically programmed to encounter the
divine. We are born with a pineal gland,
two hippocampi, and the mysterious right
temporal lobe that some say acts as a
receiver. In addition, and as though
making certain we might never, ever, lose our
most important way, we also have within our
bodies the capability of creating a personal
dose of dimethyltryptamine - DMT - which is
called the "spirit molecule" by
physician and researcher, Rick Strassman, M.D.
Research shows that when the body
creates DMT, it washes through the brain and a
gate seems to be opened into another
dimension. It is there that many people
report face-to-face meetings with very much
alive and sentient entities, including Iesous.
It would appear that we truly have been
invited to seek the divine truth. (4)
Unfortunately,
however, at this time fluoride has now been
found to be forming concretions in our pineal
glands. (The fluoride spin is another
one based upon a gamble that people will
listen to what is repeated without reading the
devastating facts for themselves.) In
addition to our pineal glands being turned
into pillars of stone, one does not report
encountering the divine without risking life,
limb, livelihood, reputation and all else.
If encounters with angels are dismissed as
nonsense or even "temporal lobe
epilepsy," encounters with Jesus are met
with even worse reactions.
At
this time, all vegetation containing
substances that might result in a spiritual
encounter are as verboten as the Tree of
Knowledge in
Eden
. As if a further safeguard were needed
to assure the worried that humanity's
spiritual gates would remain closed, DMT has
been labeled a "Schedule 1 Controlled
Substance" despite the fact that it
occurs naturally within our own bodies.
So
overwhelming is this fear of human spiritual
encounters, it has caused the truth to be
distorted and destroyed.
According
to Bart D. Ehrman, Ph.D, expert in early
Christianity, author of Misquoting Jesus, and
one who worked on the National Geographic
Gospel of Judas project, many of the texts
contained in the New Testament have been
altered throughout the years. Because of
this, closer attention should be paid to the
ancient and more pristine documents now
surfacing. In the lost Gospel of Judas,
it is apparent that those encountering Iesous
were experiencing something far more
extraordinary than a simple carpenter who was
the lone resident of a neighboring village.
(5 )
This
gospel states that when Jesus appeared on
earth, he performed miracles and spoke of
mysteries. "Often he did not appear
to his disciples as himself" the gospel
states. On one occasion, when he found
his disciples in "pious observance"
and giving thanks to their god, he laughed and
they asked why. In his answer, it is
made abundantly clear that their god is not
his god - he is not the son of their god, and
they did not know his identity. In fact,
he does not speak highly of their god.
(This sentiment can be also found in the New
Testament in John 8, where Jesus refers to
their god as a liar, a murderer, and the
devil.)
Only
moments after understanding this, Judas alone
makes his observation: "I know who
you are and where you have come from.
You are from the immortal realm of Barbelo.
And I am not worthy to utter the name of the
one who has sent you."
Hearing
Judas say this, Jesus asks Judas (to whom he
refers as the "thirteenth spirit")
to come and privately hear the mysteries.
He tells Judas that Judas will suffer extreme
grief and will be replaced with another so
that the twelve may "come to completion
with their god."
Judas
was indeed replaced and when Iesous and Judas
left the picture the thirteenth later became
Saint Paul
, who was never chosen as a disciple. It
would be Church-selected teachings of Paul
that would then become the foundation of
Christianity, while the gnostic teachings of
Iesous were anathematized. This is
despite the fact that Paul's meeting with
Iesous was, as clearly stated, a gnostic
encounter. The writings were selected.
Writings such as the instructions not to form
a church with clergy over laity, and
instructions to allow women to speak, were
discarded. According to the gnostic
teachings, all who had received visions from
the divine were already "divinely
ordained to speak, whether man or woman."
These teachings were declared a heresy.
(6)
But
eventually, Jesus says, the truth about Judas
will become known. When Judas asks him
when the great day of light would dawn, Jesus
abruptly leaves and reappears the following
morning. They ask him where he had been
and he answers that he had been to visit a
generation that they cannot even imagine - a
generation he refers to as "great and
holy." They tell him they have had
a disturbing vision, and he interprets it for
them, telling them that in the future,
atrocities will be done in his name.
"That is the god you serve," he
states, and many will be led astray.
He
explains to Judas that god had only
"loaned" souls to humanity, thus
perhaps churning out workers again and again.
But "The Great One," he states, has
ordered that souls and spirits be
"given" as a gift to the "great
and holy" generation over which there
will be no ruler. That generation, upon
physical death, will be "taken up" -
set free at last for having found the truth.
In
what can be gleaned from the fragments, Judas
is told that all generations will curse him
except for one - and at that time, when the
truth is known, Judas will be exalted as the
greatest of all the disciples for having
revealed the truth of Barbelo - and also
cursed for having revealed the truth.
It
would seem, therefore, that since the old
texts have found their way into our hands, the
generation spoken of appears to be this one.
We have new information in front of us -
information that is certain to leave us
disturbed as well as astonished. But
there is even more information, and this
moment seems the appropriate time for it also
to be revealed.
Having
been raised a Catholic and finding I could not
bear it any longer, I left Christianity 30
years ago and converted to Judaism where I was
sent to Hebrew school. I was unable to
find what I sought there either - perhaps
because I found Jehovah frightening. And
so I left Judaism as well and became what I
assumed was an atheist.
On
September 11, 1988, exactly thirteen years
before
America
's darkest day, and eighteen years before the
Gospel of Judas surfaced, I had my own darkest
day and it included a diagnosis of cancer.
I went to bed that night with no spiritual
place to hide. The sun set on that day,
marking its end, and at approximately 4 A.M.
the following morning, a new sun rose when I
was awakened by a bright light shining on me.
I opened my eyes to see a large sphere of
light floating in my room. A man's voice
came from the sphere.
"You're
not afraid are you?" he whispered.
There
were unusual properties about this light
swirling in the sphere, and I began feeling
exceptionally well. The light seemed to
be passing through me and correcting things.
"No,"
I replied, "I'm not afraid."
"Good,"
he said. "None of this is meant to
frighten you."
He
talked for a long time on that night, but I
was unable to see the man standing there for
most of that visit. He asked me if I
would come with him so that he might show
something to me, and I did so. After
accompanying him into the Light, we walked on
a summit in what I later identified as
Qumran
. We entered a cave where an old but
beautiful woman was waiting, and after meeting
her - and with no further explanations - I was
returned to my physical body. Shortly
after this, I was able to see the man still
standing in the sphere of Light. He was
about 33 years old with perfect facial
features. His hair was long, past his
shoulders. He did not have a beard.
He was wearing what appeared to be sun-dried
linen, and he had a fragrance of negative
ions, myrrh and spices. I had no idea
who he was. Being an atheist, I assumed
he was from another planet.
Before
he left, he told me that my cancer would be
healed and that I needed fish. The
sphere of light surrounded him again, and the
light swirled as though blown by winds from
within and a huge eye came across the surface
of the sphere. I blurted out, "I
know what you look like, you look like
Jupiter. Is that where you are
from?"
"Something
wonderful is going to happen," he said, a
line that is from "2010: Odyssey
Two," based on Arthur C. Clarke's novel
about Jupiter. "Find out all you
can about the Tenth Moon of Jupiter."
I
was unable to find out much about the Tenth
Moon of Jupiter, other than it was said to be
a "perfect sphere" by the
astrophysicist I contacted. Two years
ago, I would learn through Robert Temple's
book, The Sirius Mystery that a tribe in
Timbuktu
known as the Dogon, claims to have been
visited by fish gods many years ago.
These gods arrived and left in a craft and
gave them gifts of grain. The visitors
took the time to explain from where they had
come - that they were parked in orbit around
one of the larger planets in our outer solar
system. Specifically, the Dogon claim
the visitors were from "the star of the
Tenth Moon."
Temple
interpreted this as being Saturn.
For
over eight months, the man from the sphere of
light that looked like Jupiter returned here
regularly as a healer and teacher. I was
healed of the cancer and also suddenly
appeared younger than usual, with dark auburn
pigment returning to my hair. On many of
his visits, small white stones materialized
and fell on the floor, many of which I still
have. Three were examined in a
laboratory and found to be calcium carbonate -
limestone - formed from calcite crystals.
I do not know what their function is other
than possibly to have served as affirmation
that this was and is all really happening, and
could not be dismissed as "temporal lobe
epilepsy," etc. Or, it could be
that there is something about limestone that
awaits our discovery. The pyramids were
once covered with limestone.
On
one occasion almost eighteen years ago, he
came here to tell me a love story about Judas.
It was a stunning story that I had never heard
before, and I told him I was anxious to tell
people about this. He said I would be
unable to recollect the full story, although
he did allow me to recall a part of it - the
part in which he explained that we did not
have all of the facts about Judas, and that it
is never appropriate to judge anyone, in
particular Judas, when one does not have all
the facts.
On
another visit, he asked me why we were
constantly searching for the "holy
grail" and why we were digging for it in
the dust. I told him it might have been
a valuable cup, and he said, "Oh, then it
is a container?" I answered that it
was. He said, "If you wish to find
such a cup, then look into one another's
eyes."
In
May of 1989, encouraged by a priest, I asked
him his identity. He revealed it to me.
I was disturbed and astonished.
Dumbfounded might better describe the state I
was in. But, when I came to terms with
this I asked him to take me with him. He
said he could not do so at that time, and he
had something to ask of me. I suspected
it might be a request to keep all of this
quiet, and I was more than happy to oblige,
but I was wrong.
"Tell
others everything you have seen and
heard," he said.
"What?"
I was disturbed and astonished again.
"Tell
others," he said, smiling.
"But
no one is going to believe this," I
protested.
He
explained that I was not being asked to
convince people, but merely to tell them what
I had witnessed and what I have heard.
I
did as he asked. I told people.
Then, in 2001, thirteen years after first
meeting him, and five years before the Gospel
of Judas would come out, my book about this
strange and ongoing encounter was published by
Hampton Roads. I called my manuscript
"Love Song," because I had been
shown that there is an ancient song of love
that is singing in our DNA, but we have not
been told about it. It is where God is
singing, and it is the root of our identity.
He
told me to send my manuscript to Hampton
Roads, specifically "to the person named
Eagle." I sent it to the wrong
person and then was contacted by the
appropriate editor who stated she had my work
in her possession and desired to be the
editor. I thanked her, but told her that
I had been instructed to place the manuscript
into the hands of "the person named
Eagle." She wrote back and
said, "Dear Mary - My last name: in
German it means Eagle. Have a nice day,
Pat Adler."
She
hand-carried the manuscript to the publisher
and stood at his door until he picked it up
and began reading it. The book's title
was subsequently changed to "The Love
Song of the Universe," and when I first
saw the cover of the book, I saw that there
were thirteen singular stars on it and
wondered what that might mean.
In
early 2001, several months before the book
came out, the man from the shining sphere
began talking about human rights and civil
liberties on each of his visits here.
This was new. I was scheduled to begin
speaking on radio programs that year to
discuss his book, and I was asked by radio
hosts what his most recent messages were.
"He
keeps telling me to 'study the Constitution'
for some reason," I would reply again and
again while on the air and also while giving
talks to groups of people. I urged all
who were listening to read the Constitution
and the Bill of Rights, knowing that for many
it would be the first time they had ever
looked at these exquisite documents that were
created in mystery. The book was
scheduled to come out in May.
On
September 11, 2001, thirteen years after my
own darkest day,
America
had her darkest day. We would learn
shortly after 9/11 about the "P.a.t.r.i.o.t.
Act" - a burdensome, anti-rights bill
that was pushed through Congress, unread.
A number of us finally understood the reason
why we had been told to "study the
Constitution."
On
the morning of September 11, as I stood in my
office watching the television in horror, he
appeared and stood next to me. His hair
was short on this day. He was not
appearing as himself. He was covered
with dust and wearing a grey jogging outfit
and black athletic shoes with dark blue trim
on them. I knew where he had been.
He had been walking among the victims and
comforting people. Not one of those who
saw him, worked next to him, or were touched
by him would suspect a thing. He would
have simply been a mysterious stranger as he
has been on so many other occasions.
"How
could this have happened to us?" I asked
him on that awful morning.
He
did not answer my question, but instead he
shook his head as though in disbelief while
watching the events unfolding on the
television and he said, "Tell them not to
retaliate."
It
was my turn to shake my head.
"No," I said, "I can't say
that. Someone's going to have hell to
pay for this one."
He
turned and looked at me. "You are
going to have a very difficult time
determining who was actually responsible for
this," he said. "You do not
have all of the facts. Tell them not to
retaliate. Do not to harm the
innocent." And then, he left.
I
have wondered if he was there with Father
Mychal, the first to officially die on that
morning, and then if he was there with the
others whose names we do not know. I
learned later that Father Mychal had been a
close personal friend of my editor, Pat, for
many years.
I
was already scheduled to speak on another
radio program when 9/11 happened, and so when
I went on the air, I delivered his message
although my knees were literally shaking as I
said it. I knew that no one else was
making statements similar to this (yet).
In
one of his more recent visits here, he
revealed that he has been manifesting
completely in the flesh throughout the entire
time I have known him - eighteen years -
similar to the way he did on 9/11, and I
simply never knew when he was standing right
next to me. Not always appearing as
himself, he frequently appears as a black man,
sometimes wearing a baseball hat. I have
personally sat next to him on a bus as he
drank coffee in full view of everyone and no
one, including myself, suspected a thing at
the time.
As
I complete this paper, it is the month of May
again - the anniversary of the month in which
I first learned his identity, and now the
month when I first learned about the Gospel of
Judas. I learned of it from readers of
my book, who saw that the gospel was providing
affirmation for what I had written years
earlier. This is also the month in which
my publisher, Hampton Roads, sold the last
copy of Love Song. As of May 31, 2006,
the publisher has no more copies left.
I
have, therefore, nothing to sell. I have
only a statement to make after writing all of
the above.
It
appears that we are a prophesied generation
into whose hands a profound truth has been
placed. We have been called "great
and holy" by a certain dignitary.
This does not come without enormous
responsibility.
The
past 2000 years have been the only years in
human history when we have not had free access
to the philosophies and encounters with the
gods of peace. These have also been the
bloodiest years in all of human history.
The toll of hatred, destruction and bloodshed
is beyond comprehension. In innocence
and ignorance, we have unwittingly sworn
allegiance to a war god. We have
obediently believed what we have been told,
that the war god is the only god of the
universe. Now we learn that this is not
true.
This
is a time for us to ask many questions.
What is the real reason that the
US
is plundering the ancient
land
of
Babylon
at this time? Why were the ancient
writings and artifacts in the museums
immediately stolen? And why the
bloodbath in
Basra
? The ancient Chaldean name of
Basra
was "Perat Maishan." Al-Maisan
in Arabic is "the Shining One."
Are there multidimensional portals associated
with the "gates of god?" Is
the
US
, which is currently spearheaded by followers
of Jehovah, involved in a frantic final
attempt to destroy evidence of the eternal,
Shining enemy of Jehovah? Could it be
that there is something other than WMD and oil
the
US
government is desperately searching for in
order to forestall the arrival of a
long-awaited coming? Is this why the
heads of state keep meeting at the
Vatican
?
But
those in the
Vatican
should have already known some of the above
was in progress and moving according to a
quiet and ancient plan. As soon as my
book came off the press in the spring of 2001,
the man whose name I am unable to pronounce
visited again and told me to send the first
copy of the book to the Pope. He told me
to include a white stone and a message for the
Pope. I wrote down his words, although I
did not understand what the message meant at
that time. The message was, "You
have already been forgiven."
It
has always been about his blood - his royal
blood - but not as depicted by
Hollywood
. It has not been about blood spilled
for us because we are evil sinners, but about
blood and DNA that is shared with us, given to
us in the very beginning. Why else would
the son of man refer to us as his brethren and
tell us that what we do to each other we do to
him? There is a message within his
message that he is the son of man. It is
not a message that means we must now find tax
records to prove his birth. We will not
find those. Nor do we need to try and
track down rare offspring so that we might
gaze at in awe. The message is that if
he is the son of man, then all of man is the
son of god.
As
I finish this, there is something new
happening on Jupiter. The large eye of
Jupiter is not alone. There is another
smaller swirling storm on Jupiter, and it has
been called, "Red, Jr." As
pointed out above, "red" in Hebrew
is adam, and it means man. I will leave
the translation of "Jr." to the
reader. Astronomers feel that Red, Jr.,
will move closest to the Great Red Spot on
July 4th
If
the truth is upon us, and it appears to have
been placed in our hands, then this is a time
like no other in history. It is time for
those who are brave enough to do so to stand
up and say that the age of war is at an end.
Bring all troops of war home, forever.
It is time for us to educate ourselves as
though our lives depend upon it. It is
time to focus on Jupiter, and the gifts given.
We are no longer dust.
There
is a song in our DNA that has never stopped
singing despite the fact that we stopped
hearing it thousands of years ago. It is
time to finally listen and let the truth set
us free.
Mary
is a science and health writer, and the author
of The Love Song of the Universe. At
this time, the publisher has sold all copies
of Love Song, and while it is hoped that a
second edition with updates will be
forthcoming, the plans for doing so have not
yet been made. You are welcome to
contact Mary at sparrowdancer1@earthlink.net,
or visit her website at www.sparrowdancer.com
Mary
wishes to thank the numerous people, including
friends and scholars who helped with and gave
input in the preparation of this paper.
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